I feel weak to ask, but just a kind word. Major T spike around Christmas as some of you know, I feel fear-panic because I can't get away from the T now. Feel like I have lost the joy that came so easy everyday before this volume jump, now I have to work to make though the day hour by hour sometimes. Anyone have a great book that helped that is not titled "How to get over T". I prayer everyday and try to be thankful for my many blessings but metally stuggle. I just want to come home from work and go to bed. Sorry to be a downer, but it feels good just to get it off my chest. My support here at home is tired of hearing it.