Ok. I just wanna say that uh.... i really dont think tinnitus is an issue in my life at all anymore. im going weeks without thinking about it. actually maybe
even months. i never think about it anymore. i go to bed without thinking about it, i wake up in the morning without thinking about it, everything is almost
like before i got T, maybe even just liek before i got T. it kinda feels like i never got it. as odd as it sounds, i've been wondering what it was like to
have loud ringing again (although i know i shouldnt be thinking that at all). i think i even barely have it. i even went to a show 2 days ago (with ear plugs
of course) and i even was all the way in teh front. i left the club with no ringing and completely fine (although the people i were with complained of
ringing). like, i cant explain it, its no longer an issue. i never ever think about it anymore, well i mean im thinking about it now, but i can barely hear it.
i think its gone? i mean its not totally gone, but its like really really low. like really low, im talking i have to be sitting in a silent room with the clock
not ticking and my computer off with the birds not chirping with the wind not blowing hard. i suppose this is a success story =D? i have no idea, its just not
an issue. and i dont think it will ever be since i know now not to go into loudness unprotected. this isnt a farewell good bye b/c occasionally just coming to
this board has become a habit.
But yea, thats all i gotta say =D. thanks.
But yea, thats all i gotta say =D. thanks.
